March 2012
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hopefully the pawn shop will give me 3 bucks for my old dvd player so i can buy a mixer and get my friends drunk
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“I believe I am choosing something new
not to suffer uselessly yet still to feel”
– Adrienne Rich
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“I never had one hour’s happiness in her society, and yet my mind all round...”
– Charles Dickens, Great Expectations
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[[MORE]]i’ve been kind of zoned out after spring break, cause i always had this fantasy of moving to england after i get my degree and finally feeling at home somewhere. but i wasn’t happy in england either, i had to lock myself in the hotel bathroom in bath to cry about what i don’t even know. and now i have to start making plans for my future, and it seems really fucking stupid...
theoreticaltheoretical:
alcoholism as a performance art.
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“I wish you the best, you snake.”
– Sunset Rubdown
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I’m told that our lives aren’t worth much, They pass like an instant, like wilting roses. I’m told that time slipping by is a bastard Making its coat of our sorrows. Yet someone told me…
That you still loved me Someone told me… That you still loved me. Well? Could that be possible?
—Quelqu’un m’a dit, Carla Bruni
Anonymous asked: I remade the bpdthings blog that got deactivated, and I was wondering if you would help spread the word for me to your followers. I've never run a blog like this before, so it is a work in progress. It will never be as detailed and as awesome as yours, probably, but I would appreciate any help! bpdthings(.)tumblr(.)com. Thanks!
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“You said I was a breath of fresh air, but when our moment was over you started...”
– The Quandary of Being
“My only relief is to sleep. When I’m sleeping, I’m not sad, I’m not angry, I’m...”
– Jillian Medoff, Hunger Point (via esurient)
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So I don’t know if any one is awake or cares but I’m writing my feminist studies capstone paper on psych wards and exclusive formulations of citizenship that require “rationality” as a prerequisite to autonomy and I’m excited.
insaneisonlyanidea asked: I was thinking about cutting because my loneliness was eating me alive but then I stumbled on to your blog and I honestly feel so much less alone! I don't know you but every single post I relate with! so thank you
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brain: write your paper
body: no because sleep
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“The medicalization of difference brings about a strange and fearful logic. On...”
– Iris Marion Young
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Sometimes I think I hate everything and then I start reading something and thinking new things and it occurs to me that this might be all I need to be happy.
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and then I turned the tv off and realized i was lonely
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“And if you’re in love then you are the lucky one, cause most of us are...”
– Daughter
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I keep thinking I shouldn’t try to make new friends because I’m moving far away after I’m finished with school…but that’s like 8 months away. Is that too long to sit in my bed drinking beer and petting my dog? I also occasionally do schoolwork so..
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banana and egg mcmuffin for breakfast
beer for lunch
beer for dinner
I’m losing weight so it must be healthy.
